Bryan Deakin

Scottish Poet / Blogger / Community Activist

Scared

I am scared,

I did it before

But now I am scared,

I applied,
Thinking, I wont get it.

Not my first choice.

I am scared.

Its a long way,
And a length of time.
Further I have been away before,
for this length of time.

I am scared.

Last time,
I had a girlfriend who supported me,
One where I had mutual love.

Now I am single.

No-one to re-assure to take my mind of it.
Last time I left the mutual love.
It broke us for years,
Just became friendly 6 years on.

I am scared.

Greece.

Its a long way,
A LONG WAY.
Over 2000 miles.
For 4 months!

I am scared,
worried,
nervous,
anxious,
me!

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